Beware: This post is full of words, and zero pictures.
I’m unofficially done with my Foodservice Management rotation! I say unofficially because although I sent in all of my time sheets and evaluations tonight, I do still have to show up tomorrow for my last day. But what do you do at an internship rotation when all of your shit is accounted for? Eat your last free lunch, that’s what.
Anyway I wanted to reflect on my experiences a bit. If you would like a look back at some posts I did during the rotation, I first talk about it here, thoughts on my first week are here, I get a little bored here, and then I plan an event and it gets better here.
From what I’ve heard (and seen with my own eyes), the money in Dietetics is within Management roles, as in, considerably higher than your Clinical and Consulting Dietitians. Naturally, this would make me want to convince myself that I like working in management and that it’s totally worth all of the shit that you have to deal with like budgets and employee discipline and dish-machines breaking and MDs demanding a specific brand of lox in the Doctor’s dining room. Wanna bet how well that turned out?
I spent the better half of this rotation trying to convince myself that “it wasn’t so bad” and “I could do this”. But then I got smart and decided, you know what, I freaking hate that stuff, I’m going to find something in this joint that I actually like. And that’s when it hit me. I like to cook. I like to make recipes. I like to plan menus. Oh my god, I should be a caterer.
Ok so the epiphany didn’t go that far but I realized I was looking at this career all wrong. I was looking at it as something separate than my life, when really, shouldn’t your career be something that you love since it is such a huge part of your life? Absolutely.
So when I planned that American Heart Association breakfast for the Executives, I started seeing things in a different light. Maybe I didn’t have to like everything I was doing, but at least one aspect of this made me truly happy.
I thought I would come out of this rotation knowing whether or not I was cut out to be in Management, but I honestly don’t know. There are certain aspects of Management that I just don’t enjoy but at the same time, I do know what the hell I’m doing a lot of the time and that usually makes for a good manager. There are a lot of qualities I have that would allow me to thrive in a managerial role, and I’m glad that I was able to learn that about myself with this experience.
The one thing I am confident in is that I’m meant to be in this field. Food and nutrition is totally the peanut butter to my jelly, and I’m so fortunate to know that. As for now, I just need to ride through this internship with an open mind and see where I fall into place.
Other things that I learned from this rotation are as follows:
- All Executive Chefs should be required to wear those tall white chef hats because it makes them look fancy
- Terminating employees is a fact of life… don’t get too attached to anyone because the next thing you know they’re doing something so stupid you can’t even believe it and policy says they’re fired
- Grin and bear it, because shit is going to happen and you have to deal with it because you are the authority
- One minute you could be making sandwiches, the next minute you’re sitting in a meeting with the CEO and CFO talking dollars and cents and the next you’re fluffing drapes for a catering event. Just go with it.
- Make nice with the nursing staff
Do you know exactly what you want to do with your career or at least what field you want to be in?